When Our Heart is Ripped to Shreds

Only a may understand the words this may rip my to shreds..

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Reading is for Writers and Others Too

Reading is for readers and for others too. Not only is it possible for reading to be enjoyable, but reading will increase our creativity and assist us to understand worldviews outside of our own.

Below is a partial list of my 2017 summer reading.

Nancy’s bookshelf: currently-reading

Settle for More
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Flight Patterns
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Life on Paper…with Nancy J.

The journals of Nancy J. A story of wandering, searching and battle.

The Place To Process Thoughts In Africa

Photo- My desk in Africa in 2009. Looking out my guest house window.

Africa across street from hotel

Photo- The view from my desk in Africa. Each morning I watched the shops open for business. Many of the businesses were operated by women.

Next Week is the week! I will begin sharing a few thoughts from my journals on, “The Life Time Writer.”

My pages are filled with words of the ups and downs of life. Years ago he big struggle began when my feet landed in my current city.

Up, down, sideways, including legalism and battles specifically fought as a woman in the business world and the world of religion.

Life on paper…

To be continued…

Nancy J.

Still Alice, When Alzheimer’s Strikes

Hearts are turned inside out, when Alzheimer’s arrives at our doorstep.

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Not long ago I read the book Still Alice and a few days ago watched the movie version of the book.

The book and the movie brought tears to my eyes. The writers of the book and the movie, brought the emotion of an intelligent educated woman who experienced the early onset of Alzheimer’s and opened her heart bare before us.

The book and movie reveals to us everyday raw emotion in an impossible situation. The deep struggle of the woman, when she received the diagnosis, along with losing touch with everything dear to her.

The adult children grappling with the fact that the day would arrive when the mother they loved would not recognize their faces.

A husband who loved his wife dearly, grappling with his wife’s illness. At the beginning denial, and a continued all consuming love for his wife, and his adult children as her mind descended into blankness.

For a few minutes I pressed pause for the video, because this story was taking me back to  a time long ago.

I recall the day my Grandfather visited our home. He was sitting in a chair in our living room with his head in his hands. He was crying, and repeating over and over, “I can’t find my way home. I don’t know how to get home.”

My mother stood next to him and was trying to console him.

I have never forgotten that day, because this was the day we all realized my Grandfather was no longer able to be alone.

You see, my Grandfather lived in a house a short distance from  my parent’s. For me this experience was sudden.

My Grandfather was not as young as the Alice we read about in the book or watch in the movie. He was elderly, but this did not make it any easier. The Grandfather who was always in my life from the day I was born, was gone.

Today I was looking through a few photos from long ago. One of the photos touched my heart and brought a smile to my lips. It is a photo of my Grandfather holding my tiny little daughter, who is now not far from being 40 years old.

It is a special photo, that I will cherish forever and eventually I will pass it on to my daughter who is the baby he is holding.

Emotion, tears, anger, rejection, sadness, joy, rage, denial, loss, love, perseverance. All real emotions we will experience in our lives. Raw, revealing, and hearts exposed to the reader and movie watcher.

To my writing friends; don’t be afraid to reveal emotions in your writing. In this way we will touch the hearts of our readers in ways that may even bring healing to their lives.

 

 

When a Writing Project, is labeled fine’

small group training, one, sway (3).pngIsn’t it wonderful when we finish a writing project! Two weeks ago I finished writing copy for an online course. The design required me to write copy for videos, pdf’s, and to design questions for the students.

What a challenge this was for me. I required me to wear my writing hat, my instructor hat, and student hat.

I found this to be difficult and definitely not as enjoyable as writing my first book.

It won’t be long and I will be able to step back in to finish 2 books. One is my memoir and the 2nd is about community.

Yet, I am thankful and now overjoyed the online course is launched and labeled fine’.

How about you- Is there a style you enjoy to write more than another? Do you have a style of writing that you struggle to write?

Definition: The Italian musical term fine (pronounced fee’-nay) marks the end of a composition or movement.

 Course Link below

https://therelationshipprojectwithnancy.thinkific.com/courses/teaching-the-teacher-the-way-of-jesus-1